To Evelyn,

I am writing this to speak the absolute truth without sugarcoating or pretending. First, I want you to know that I am genuinely proud that you finally learned how to let go. You held on for far longer than you ever should have, and witnessing you step away took real strength. But you have a sweet, tender heart that trusts people entirely too much. That kind of blind innocence is dangerous, and it will bring you immense pain in this life if you do not guard it. I honestly hope that whatever happened between us turned your heart a little colder, because this world is entirely too cruel for someone like you to remain so easily convinced by everything you are told.

I hope you do not hate anyone in this life more than you hate me. In fact, I hope you direct all of your hatred toward me, because it is truly for the best of you. I hope you never forgive me, because I do not deserve your forgiveness, and I am completely at peace with that reality. Fuck me, I already know that is exactly what you will say when you read this. My own desires for happiness are completely different now.

I hope you find a genuine man who loves you whole-heartedly, treats you with the utmost kindness, and never makes you cry. Someone who makes you completely forget that I ever existed in your world.

I also want to be completely honest about one thing: I am not sorry for trying to sabotage your friendship with Sly. In fact, it infuriates me that your bond with them never ended, because I still believe with everything in me that it should have. Seeing that dynamic remain intact is something I refuse to apologize for opposing.

As for me, my life is going great right now. Guess what? I have even gained four kilograms. That is how well and peaceful things are moving forward on my side. Yet, even with everything going well, I will admit that there are quiet evenings when I still miss having someone to whom I could tell all my stories: the unfiltered details, the thoughts, and the random moments that I used to share with you.

You possessed immense patience with me during the times we walked together, and I will always acknowledge that grace. But life has drawn its lines now. Surrender your heart to the good Lord, and He will wipe your slate completely clean. Protect yourself, stand firm, and live the life you deserve.